Eoy's coming in just two weeks time.
Everyone's studying. I dont know why I have not been studying.
I don't feel motivated.

Ahhhhhhhh. I will try to study anyway. After all, it's the EOY's.



Why am I always in the wrong.
I can only blame myself.
I can never think!
I can never have even the slightest common sense!

Why must I always be such a disappointment?
Why do I always dishearten others around me?
Why am I such a criticizer?
Why must I be so stupid, so thoughtless?
Why must I always upset everyone?
Why must I destroy people's lives, happiness?
Why can't I ever bring joy?
Why can't I ever give inspirations?
Why am I always so weak?

WHY OH WHY!
I know I have changed.
Gosh, I'm pathetic. Hais.