I can't help with the feeling of trepidation in me for the coming future.
I am afraid.
Feeling of anxiety.
I don't wanna face the future.
Two years from now has been my fear.
Don't dwindle it, please.
We've been the best of Buddies.
You're simply perfect.
You've been there for me.
You've got my back for my every needs.
If you leave,
I am missing a Buddy.
A part of my life.
I'd be saying, "Where'd you go?",
For my whole life, I'd search for you.
Night and day, like a detective.
People like you,
Don't come and go.
People like you,
Comes once in a lifetime.
You're simply an AWESOME Buddy,
Not only for what you have made of yourself,
But for what you have made me into,
A simply better person.
You've made the better out of me.
More respectable to others.
With greater responsibilities.
You're a major part of my life.
Losing you is losing part of my life.
You're almost like the heart of my Body.
You get me moving and breathing.
So alive when I'm with you.
You had done more than any creed could have done,
To make me feel my goodness.
I treasure our friendship,
Just like a gift.
A gift, not to be taken for granted.
Thus, I call you my Best Buddy.
You improved the quality of my life,
heightens my sensitivity to beauty and goodness,
and simply make me smile when you smile.
You, came into my life.
With doubts that I could ever meet someone like you again.
For you're everything a friend could ever need.
So please my Dear Buddy, Don't leave.
For the feeling is like a stab from a stiletto.
Don't leave, please.
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Kiss me - New Found Glory
Hey there. I'm am teribbly for not updating. Whoa I know it's been a long time since I blogged. Like what, two weeks ago? Yeah? Hah. Well, it's because of the examinations. EOY's y'know? Gotta MUG MUG MUG till your brain pops out. Haha. Well, EOY'S ARE OVER! WOOHOO! Like, finally! I hate exam period. Gives me the feeling of trepidation for I dont know what questions will be tested. Gives me the chills. *shivers* Well, fotunately, I managed to overcome that fear. Woo! No more worries. Well, I know there'll be more exams uh in the future but I am just glad I am done with my Secondary two exams. Woo! Next year I'd be wearing long pants! YEAH! Like finally, the feeling of being a senior. Bully people here and there. HAHA! Kidding. Well, I wanna get my exam results A.S.A.P! My mum promised me to get a Xbox 360 if I obtained A1 average. Yes! I need to get that Halo3. And Fifa08. Hey, I'm kindda a gamer freak. Hehe. Deal with it. I only know my marks for Maths Paper 1. 46/50. That's a good sign. WOO! Haha. We'll see the others.
Well, what to blog, what to blog, what to blog. AHA! I'll just blog about yesterday ;D Anyway, there's kindda some events happened yesterday. Well, okay. We'll add in two nights ago too. Two nights ago, me and my science group, Amirul, Jianmin, Melvyn and Sugan went to sleepover at my house to finish up the project which was due yesterday. Haha. WE SIMPLY CRAPPED ALOT! But hey we managed to finish up the project at least. Melvyn was talking to Maxine online and he opened the Webcam. LOL! He was damn shy to show his face in the internet. He just showed his fingers. LAME MUCH? Haha. It's Melvyn. What else do you expect? Amirul, Lol. Don't wanna mention it here :P When all of us gathered in front of the Webcam, Maxine thought we were ghosts. LOL. Then after doing some part of the project, my PRINTER WENT OUT OF INK! WHAT A BUMMER! So, we had to go to a printing shop tomorrow at Causeway Point early in the morning. Therefore, we had alot of time. So, we watched movie! We watched Jackass 2, SAW and Little Man. Haha! LITTLE MAN WAS SO FUNNY! Jackass 2 was too violent. SAW? Lame much? Hah. Melvyn was being Gay with Amirul and Sugan. We slept at my living room with air-cons. THEY ARE LUCKY MY MUM ALLOWED TO ON THE AIR-CON! But Amirul was kindda freezing. LOL. We then played a game on who would sleep first. Jianmin was first. Me second. Sugan third. Melvyn fourth and Amirul was last.
Woke up in the morning and whoa. Saw Melvyn disturbing Sugan! HAHAHAHA! He pinched Sugan's nose and Sugan retaliate. This is what Melvyn was doing to Sugan. LOL!
Haha! Melvyn Melvyn. I took videos too but I am far too lazy to upload. It's damn funny! Melvyn was doing some push up in the morning. "Morning Exercise". LOL! Everyone woke up at around 9 a.m. Everyone's face was BASI. LOL! Actually me and Melvyn woke up at 7.45am. I recorded video of him disturbing the rest what. Haha! Damn funny luh. I played with the computer and started to show Melvyn some Hokkien shows on YouTube. He laughed so bad till he was addicted and kept on playing and playing the same video. Haha! Go YouTube and type "Hokkien Star Wars".
We then had to get ready till 10.30am since the Science Presentation is at 11am but we have to make a trip the printing shop first to print out what we missed yesterday night. Everyone bathed and got ready. Sugan and Melvyn left their slippers and sandals at my house. Haha. Tsk3. We got to the printing shop, printed out the neccesary stuffs, DAMN THE PRINTING WAS SO COSTLY!, and left for school. Took the bus 901 and met up with Mariel's group halfway. Lol we looked as if two gangs were searching for a fight. We took this alternate "hole" to get into the school because we were late already.
Reached the class and Ms.Devi tooked our experiment from the Science Lab since we can't enter the Lab because there was an examination going on. After getting our experiment, we presented our project. Lol. I ALMOST LOST MY WALLET! And I thought Mariel took it because she was laughing. LOL. I was wrong. Haha. Then she punched my stomach ): After presenting, we went to wash the test-tubes. Then headed to the Canteen.
After the presentation, there was some complicated stuff going on for my Buddy. I had to attend to her needs. *Long story* And I dont think it should be mentioned here.
Well then, send my Buddy off and went back to school for the match against Dare United. HAHA! I thought they are strong for they look really intimidating but we won! 9-2 man! WOOO! I scored one only ): Outerfoot okay ;D Then halfway got a major fight. YOU KNOW ITS A DAMN BUMMER! I was pushing Farhan aside to prevent any violence but I was punched by Amirul accidentally and fell. WALAW! Everyone laughed at me sia. Rahhhhhhhs! The fight was long but Farhan soon apologised to the person and they forgave each other. The match then continued but this time 7-a-side because 3 of my players went off already. Bummer. Oh ya. Stephanie, Caroline, Maxine and Fatin was there supporting us. Hah. OH YA! Once I took corner and Melvyn wanted to head, he HEADED! ALMOST SCORE MAN! Impressive! HE KEEPER KNOWWWWWWWWWWWWW! HAHA! We then ended the game. It was a fun yet spoiling game due to the fight. Changed to my P.E shirt and went off. Planned to go Randon's house but Melvyn and Sugan not going ): So, I had dilemmas. Haha!
Got home and I decided to go Randon's house. But before going there, I ate first at home because I thought there won't be any food there. Haha. Met Lewis under my block and we went off. At Randon's, there were Maxine, Zheng Yu, Matthews, Brenda and Wei Zhen. They were watching Disturbia. Not that scary though. I GOT MY FIFA07 BACK! WOO! Then the girls watched Channel 8 while we ordered Pizza. YUMMY! Ordered four pizza! WOO! Ate till I got full. Matthews ATE ALOT MAN! DRANK ALOT TOO! Haha. Then me, Randon and Lewis were talking about Matthews pants. DAMN FUNNY. Bangla pants. The girls went off first. Me and the guys then played Daidee. Haha. I plyed twice and won twice. WOO! Haha. Then we watched abit of 1408. Not that scary though. Like, nothing. No fear at all. Haha. Me, Lewis and Matthews then went off while Zheng Yu stayed at Randon's for one night. Lewis went to meet his friend at Marsiling while Me and Matthews took the bus home. Got home and talked to Mariel online. Then went to sleep. THAT'S ALL :D
Buddy, please don't go.
Please.
